Families tend that way, don't they!! I followed suit but it ended up only intensifying the truth that I strive not to fit in as it's my nature. Can't fight your own nature. I did well enough but there was nothing concrete about it. I have yet to figure out how to "put the feet on the ground". It has made me so theoretical I can hardly relate on a day to day level in day to day situations. I'm an older "student type" now struggling to find work that is stimulating enough and to do that I fear I really will need to do a few MORE courses. Earlier this year I applied & was accepted to college, then my plan went down the tubes at the same time I have a dog that had developed sudden tumors (while I was working out the papers for college) and we had to have them removed. I had to withdraw from college but just this week (many weeks later) signed up for a night course and in less than 24 hours the dog had a sudden small bump appear where the tumor seemed to have been completely removed. I pray that it will stop and not grow...
Well we all didn't get anywhere today, did we folks? Hohum. Lot of firebreathing though. It's like the ones who humiliate themselves are proud of it. The more subservient have success then? That's not an interesting work force if you ask me. Sounds kinda like a North Korea within the "Capitalist" framework.
Leoma, I notice you haven't written any poems. You HAVE to come to the CS Poetry page--it's a whole other universe!! Post up a poem about these things, don't waste your emotions, they are your diamonds. Find words, any words, even write just a short haiku. Do you know what a haiku is? I will be watching the poetry page... let us find you there, ok? !
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Families tend that way, don't they!! I followed suit but it ended up only intensifying the truth that I strive not to fit in as it's my nature. Can't fight your own nature. I did well enough but there was nothing concrete about it. I have yet to figure out how to "put the feet on the ground". It has made me so theoretical I can hardly relate on a day to day level in day to day situations. I'm an older "student type" now struggling to find work that is stimulating enough and to do that I fear I really will need to do a few MORE courses. Earlier this year I applied & was accepted to college, then my plan went down the tubes at the same time I have a dog that had developed sudden tumors (while I was working out the papers for college) and we had to have them removed. I had to withdraw from college but just this week (many weeks later) signed up for a night course and in less than 24 hours the dog had a sudden small bump appear where the tumor seemed to have been completely removed. I pray that it will stop and not grow...