its funny i would see you here, tenner. i was just lying in bed pretending i might be able to sleep, when i thought about you and then this blog, but not necessarily in that order. anyway, the point is, pay particular attention to the part about "over two years". stop trying to take shortcuts to the honeypot.
College would also expose you to a network of successful and connected people. Your connections could be as important as your degree. Girls too. Good luck and never give up!
Are you considering pursuing a college degree? Your writing is very good, it's quite obvious you're intelligent. You've probably heard of Stephen Hawking. He's quiet the successful ladies' man and you have way more to offer than he does ;-) Keep packing your brain with power, it can be stronger than anyone's bones.
he just marched to a different tune. not a bad guy. i felt sorry for him. even his two blood brothers who worked in the shop with us, avoided him, unless he started becoming a danger to himself, then they would step in. he would just be yapping away, motioning and pointing for hours. quite the show really.
i once worked with a guy who talked to himself because no one else would. him and his imaginary friend both had the same values. neither one swore. couple of good guys, i guess.
"equal partners with a shared goal", you're looking for two different things. You want your cake and to eat it too. You're trying to defy the laws of the universe. mg commented about this. Our society has morphed into a group of cake wishers and is at odds with reality.
RE: Why is swearing necessary ?
yub, she's just trying to get you to hurry up and get off her.