at least you have a job ...even if its made-up to look like one ...it must be one hell of a tax right off ....oh well better see what and how much you can download ....see what up-grades you can order and see how long your piece of string is , before you get told off ...
its a well known fact that some people wont awaken from anesthetic , its the risk they take every time they operate on someone ...sad when it happens ...
a lot of my dreams are nightmares to others ...2 headed people or its in back and white , mosly good versus evil and testing my resolve , or when I was a child in some other country other than here , some times they are in colour and you can feel and smell things .....I just see it as a state of mind we get into when we are asleep and our brains know we are soon to awaken and our selves are tryin to to say get up !
I'm lucky ....I haven't done it for 21 years now ...its better to be free and to live your own life , these days ,good food is more important and having a good happy life ...
its just your brain doing its thing to you ...primeval part of survival from cave man days ....feels great when its on ...but the withdraws can be quiet painful ...
it helps to have a funny side to life by keeping my options open ...cause anything could happen , with my young loving heart , my body may get old but my mind is still young ...
I'm not the most modern person or the richest , but I'm rich in experience's ...most women I look at I think my way of living make's me not worthy of being with them ...for I'm like a cave man living in some forgotten past ...so think a city girl is not my cup of tea ..but a farm girl is I look for someone who's happy to make do ,and make things by hand ,without going and buying things that don't last more than five minutes ...someone who doesn't want to live with a cafe coffee life style , but is happy to live close to nature ...is there any one like that now days ??
RE: At Long Last
what ever you do ....when you retire ...don't rearrange the cupboards in the kitchen