thanks a bunch, Virgio and Giorgos. I know that everything will work out. As long as i maintain my sense of humor, my faith, and my love for others, i will be fine. Life aint easy for most people anyway, so therefore, we have to just STOP doing what we've been doing and let other people help us. i appreciate the emails and comments. i've already started some of the suggesions. some people have shared some stories with me that i could relate to. This helps me so much to form a connection with others who know from experience, whether it be them or a loved one, what it's like to walk in my footsteps. Everyone has been so encouraging! Love u all!
THANKS DONDON! LOVE YA! I DID THE LITHIUM THING TOO. NOT FOR LONG! THE SEIZURES ARE NOT A RESULT, AT LEAST I DON'T THINK, FROM THE BIPOLAR. I TAKE ZOLOFT AND NEUROTIN FOR THE BIPOLAR. ACTUALLY, DOCTORS USE ANTICONVUSANT MEDS TO TREAT BIPOLAR. THE SAME DRUGS THEY USE TO ACT AS A MOOD STABILIZER ARE ALSO USED TO TREAT SEIZURES! SO, THE SEIZURES ARE SOMETHING SEPARATE FROM THE BIPOLAR. I TAKE THE DIALANTIN STRICKLY FOR SEIZURES. I AM HAVING PROBLEMS GETTING THE SEIZURES UNDER CONTROL. THANKS A BUNCH FRIEND.
oh, SMILEMORE, i wanted to thank-u for posting the video tribute to micheal. As for his death, i don't know what really happened. I can't began to speculate. the world has lost a special man. i wanted to touch a little on his kind heart. I don't know what he did in his personal life, but i KNOW that he was kind and giving. Don't believe me, read the Ryan White Story. He opened up his home to Ryan, his friends, and his family. This strong young man died of AIDS, for those who do not know. He was diagnosed as a small child and he got AIDS from a transfusion. MJ carried alot of pain. Now, he is gone, like his brother said,"They can't hurt you anyway." Now, i hope his children will be taken care of and will be happy and loved, like Michael wanted. sorry i deviated from the ?!
THERE IS NO WAY TO EXPLAIN WHAT THAT COMMENT WAS SUPPOSE TO MEAN. TO UNDERSTAND WOULD MEAN TO THINK LIKE HE DID. IF HE DIDN'T MEAN IT LIKE U AND I TOOK IT, THAN HE SHOULD SEE YOUR BLOG AND EXPLAIN HIS MEANING. SOME PEOPLE CAN'T PUT THEIR THOUGHTS ON PAPER. IF HE DID MEAN THAT IN A DISRESPECTFUL WAY THAN HE SHOULD REALLY CHECK HIS HEART. U DIDN'T DESERVE A HURTFUL EMAIL. I KNOW IT HURTS, BUT BE STRONG AND DISMISS IGNORANCE!
ya know that was terrible. i have wasted so much time on dead end relationships that now i am 34 unmarried and childless. This kinda thing happens outside computer dating too. i know you already knew that. People have their motives. some are genuine and some are self-centered. sometimes you don't know someone until u spend time with them. maybe she didn't feel like she could further the relationship and she didn't want to hurt your feelings in person. maybe she used what she thought were "nice" words to let you go. You can spend years with one person and still hear those same words. I don't know. I am at the point where i want to settle down and build a life with a family of my own. Mike, don't give up. I know you got hurt, ticked, and you feel like you wasted your time. it might happen again, but hopefully it won't. But, the right one will come eventually.
i am so sorry about your loss. I have a canine child and a feline child and i love them with all of my heart. Time will make it better,but for now, grief and pain are what u r experiencing. Cancer takes it's toll and your babygirl is at rest and in peace now. I know, from previous research and many books about life after life that i've read, that animals are outside of Heaven's Gates. Their jobs are to make the transition experience, especially for little children, so peaceful. i am talking about actual accounts of small children whose heart had stopped beating and were brought back to life. So, know that babygirl is at Heaven's gates and she is free from pain. Like Mark had said she is running around and i bet she has covered All around Heaven five times at least. No more tears, no pain, cause the former problems don't hold any power in Heaven. Your grief too, shall slowly pass away, love: Storm
Good advice! It really helps in dealing with high anxiety, too. i might also add that by eliminating, as much as possible, the causes of stress that leads to depression, you can alleviate many low moments. Don't feel obligated to do things for others if you don't feel like doing them. and if you have been depressed for a long time and it is effecting your life than you may have a chemical imbalance in the brain. See your doctor! Don't try to be a hero. I'd rather see people being treated for depression instead of going to their funerals because they saw no way out and took their own lives. Thanks, 4MaryB, you just gave out some priceless information!
i'm sorry about your loss. Sure you hurt when anniversaries come, holidays grow near, and special events happen in your life. I don't the details of your loss, but I sense your pain. Writing it down and having people comfort you will help so much. i see where members share their experiences with each other and, in my case, it helped more than anybody could ever imagine. God will watch over his own. He will give you the strength that you will need to get through this rough time in your life and he will give you, his precious child, comfort. God Bless You, Storm
yeah, i wrote my own blog about that yesterday. For the exception of one great friend i have on here I don't even bother with the no face messages. i got a comment that said alot of people don't post their pics because they are married or in relationships. they don't want anyone seeing them on here. the mystery people are really not following the rules of this site because it clearly says that you must submit an up to date photo that CLEARLY shows your face. I've seen photos of people on here that were taken back in the day. it's all about keeping it real-in the present. So, just delete em out of your mailbox and scroll right past em on the "picture/profile" gallary.
to ALL the ladies on here: you are beautiful! we are in it together, whether we are looking for friends or relationships, there is someone out there. Be patient.
i don't think anyone should be rude and say go to Hades to anyone who thinks enough off them to sent a kind email/flower. thanks would be appropriate. what about people who put on their profile that they r looking for a honest person and a relationship. then they give u their number and won't answer the phone! when asked, u get the most bogus story out there and then get told he is "Not" looking for a relationship right now because he has been so traumatized by a previous one. also, what about the ones who request "No Drama". who u start talking to 'em they could make a movie out of their drama. I back u up man. been there myself!
we all make mistakes. i don't know the whole details of your situation, but if you have apoligized to your boyfriend and if you are building back his trust in you, he should not make little heart-stabbing comments to keep pushing the knife deeper. when you've done all u can do sometimes you have to back off a little. i am not saying go out with guys to fill that painful spot in your life. give him a little time. if he still continues to talk about other girls and hurt you then you gotta cut it off. you are trying to overcompensate for going out w/the other guy. trust me, his hurtful comments have made you both even. it's time he starts putting the past behind him. remain true to him, but done nag or bug him. let him call u. then see how it goes. that's only my opinion. hang in there girl! i promise it will all work out!
life always goes on, but when someone that you love,whether it be family, friend, or relationship, lies deceitfully to you, like it or not it hurts. i may APPEAR to be o.k., but it stays with me for a while. I don't understand why people lie about their feelings toward you. if you're not interested in someone why lie and waste their time and your time?
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[color=darkblue]MY PERSONAL WAR WITH SEIZURES[/col
thanks a bunch, Virgio and Giorgos. I know that everything will work out. As long as i maintain my sense of humor, my faith, and my love for others, i will be fine. Life aint easy for most people anyway, so therefore, we have to just STOP doing what we've been doing and let other people help us. i appreciate the emails and comments. i've already started some of the suggesions. some people have shared some stories with me that i could relate to. This helps me so much to form a connection with others who know from experience, whether it be them or a loved one, what it's like to walk in my footsteps. Everyone has been so encouraging! Love u all!