How to set up the precise time of a conference call would be interesting considering the time difference Some of the people in Australia need to be awake if we want to make a conference at 11.00 CET
I understand how you feel on starting new life with everything new and must be started to be built: friends, network, work environment, adaptation to local culture and habit, etc etc. I do miss home too where I can be with the people that I love. However I am "lucky" that I am a divorcee and being single without kids give me lot of opportunities to explore the world. I dream that someday I will have my home back ....
I just came back after spending some times with my extended family in Jakarta. Despite of many vacancies, the traffic is horrible and unbearable .... personally it's okay to visit but not to stay. Nevertheless, good luck for your interview and new adventure
Wouldn't it be the best to pray for the best man to come to your life rather than want your ex to be with you again? It takes time and time will heal, fortunately at one point of your life when you find other man and certainly he will show to you how great he is for you and not your ex anymore.
Great blog, friend however there are not a lot of people realizing that to love others must first love themselves first. The thinking of being loved comes first is certainly wrong ...
You are such amazing woman Amy! Very courageous to say "the end" especially after more than 400 emails. I wonder if this man has something else to do rather than to write long emails????
Man needs to withdraw from time to time which is normal, in order to be able to give you more love and affection. Usually if the man reacts in such a way, he stops contacting and starts ignoring you - woman will begin to feel uncomfortable. Perhaps in this way, you could begin to understand what in his mind - instead of breaking up but reconcile with him.
By the way read Men from Mars and Women from Venus written by John Gray (cross check with the title of the book if I am not mistaken!).
In addition to all the comments, every person has different specification, type, chemistry, preference ... therefore it is not a matter of arrangement by force. Of course we all have ideal dream partner in our mind but well, as one comment said to open your heart would be the right answer!
Usually I needed friends to be around me when my heart was broken. Perhaps stay overnight in friend's house would be sort of company and to feel you are not alone ... just suggestion from woman's perspective!
I am learning how to meditate when I am not in peace - to bring myself into the state of relaxation. I understand it is very important even to find the answers on various questions on life.
I am trying to find out how I could watch fireworks ... my friends are either sick or on duty this evening. Anyway, nice to know that you spend New Year in front of your computer, I may end up the same.
"Whatever your problem or challenge may be, laugh at it. Laugh long and hard. Because you are forever and it is temporary. Ain't no pain or vice, that you won't prevail over and be more for. And knowing this will hasten its retreat and blessings."
Oh don't be desperate ... perhaps you haven't heard how tired people waking up with person beside, squeezing in the kitchen with somebody else, regretting how he / she married (and hope she / he can be on his / her own)
Everybody is strange to anybody else :-). I never meet anyone in this world who feels like "normal". Sometimes I do exactly the same like you do - especially if I got confused if this is what I want to do
RE: Bulgaria - Varna ..who seeks who?
The best would be to collect again all the pieces and build it into one solid and strong man before step into new relationship.