Oh - you're trying to sway the vote! Seriously, Bud has fewer additives than Miller (according to an online analysis anyhow), and I've found Miller to be a tad "acidic" for lack of a better word.
I agree she's behaving irrresponsibly, but I don't see anything positive being accomplished by throwing her in jail; also, I see her drug use as rightfully her decision to make rather than some government bureaucrat's.
Not sure I have the full measure of your question, Riya, but I don't think the problem is having too many expectations or being too picky. I would say the problem could be having the *wrong* expectations and being picky about the *wrong* things.
I've seen plenty of profiles where the person emphasizes the minutiae and largely irrelevant factors in a relationship - liking a particular board game comes to mind (and no, I'm not referring to you, GG!!) - which makes me think I'm not entirely off-base here.
I would steer clear of women who *emphasize* their political or religious views and suggest a compatible mate would share them. "Very liberal and looking for same." "I love the lord, and am looking for a god-fearing man" - that kind of thing.
A long list of requirements that a prospective mate must live up to.
But when a profile is written intelligently, with wit and humor, you've got my attention. When a woman also takes the time to reveal something substantive about herself - as opposed to the usual vacuous stuff like "enjoys travel" or "is active" or is "nice" - that is very appealing to me.
Wow, that's pretty clever, Alabama. I suppose modeling the "ideal mate" inflexibly could be problematic, but one isn't required to attempt such extremes in order to consider in some depth the qualities one is looking for in a mate, no?
Holy shi#. I can relate to this on soooo many levels. An American with a Canadian girlfriend. A wife from whom I'm separated. Sheesh...it's all so deja vu except the part about the hitting and your being married at 18 (!!??) and the living with the parents thing...
Here's the short and simple: you cannot be with this guy now, and probably never. It's really that simple. You're both WAY too young and unsettled - and he clearly has years and years of growing up to do before he won't make some girl and himself absolutely miserable - and you need to free yourself of this crippling entanglement asap.
I know, I know, easier said than done. I'm 54, and allegedly somewhat mature, and it's been hell for me to parse all this stuff out. But you really have no choice here. You can pine for him until your heart breaks into tiny throbbing pieces for all eternity and it won't make a damn bit of difference except that you'll be one of walking wounded for the indefinite future. OR...you can accept that is not going to happen now, and move on as much as it is possible for you to do. You won't be able to do that overnight, but you can at least come to the intellectual understanding that it cannot work right now.
Some counseling might be an excellent idea at this point...
RE: i refuse to come back to the forums even though many people ask me to because i'm a man of integrity
I admire your integrity in not returning to the forums, Gilly.