I want a honest serious men, who can hold my hand while walking, take care of me, a chest for me to lay on, share together happy and unhappy in life. Why so hard to find one in this big world?
I met a nice men here on 27th Mar 2014, he is an European, gentlemen and so nice to me, I fall in love with him during the time he traveled to my country, he came here twice later to see me, we skype everyday although he have not enough time to sleep but he still very happy, he also introduce me to his sister throught internet, he met and invited my family for dinner,,, all of these, i think our relationship is going ahead and more close. Since the day he fly away his country to another Asia country for work on last Dec, he suddenly silent and didn't respond to my message & email during a month time, i was so worry and don't know what happen to him. Then I got a 3 words message from him "GIVE ME TIME", now i know i am the looser, because i can't be close to him everyday like the women stick on him there. I almost collapse completely and cry everyday since then, i can eat nothing, unable to sleep, almost can't breath, my heart so PAIN, the same as someone thurst a knife in. Today is his birthday, I already prepared for him a gift and Valentine' gift too, and plan to fly to him to make him surprise. Now everything changed, he can't resist the seduction from other women and choose to dump me mecilessly. The more love the more pain. I tried to control myself not to cry but tears still non stop dropping
I just want a husband only, why so difficult for me?
Weird women always find man (not a man, many man or may be her victim).