I want to cry I want to scream I want to tell you mostly I hate that I'm so afraid of everything I hate that you’re the one thing I want the most but can't have I hate that you let me go before I got even got to say goodbye I wish that you would come back to me I wish I were strong enough to say no to you I wish I could believe my own lies I use to cover up the pain you left I need to move on says my head I need to hold on says my heart I need to decide says my mind I envy the way this hasn’t hurt you at all I wish I could change time I hate that I gave you something I can never have back I need you out of my thoughts I need you out of my heart I'm tired of wanting something I can't have I'm sorry I couldn’t make you happy Funny though how you never once said sorry for hurting me, for breaking me, for not loving me
my heart says
thx der so much