today im blessed with comfortable surroundings...enough food...a daughter who loves me...a song in my heart...and a herd of guitars to keep me company...and a few good friends to provide a constant source of entertainment
as others have said there are programs that will pay for rehab....the effects of rehab are only as strong as your desire to quit...ive known many who aa has helped tremendously...good luck on your journey....the first step towards recovery is recognizing a problem...and is often the hardest step to take...i congratulate you.
and i might add that you did in fact confirm that often youger women are less settled in thier lives...just beginning to build careers..and think about where they want to be in thier lives in general...things are often less set in stone.
im sure this has been covered before...i too must admit that i have attempted such a thing...its really a multi faceted question for me...here are some of reasons that such a relationship holds interest from my point of view...one reason is that very often younger weomen are less settled into thier lives...less likely to own a home...less likely to be settled into thier careers...so the possibility exists that it may be easier to actually get together should things works out...for me...it also has to do with the possibility of becoming part of a family unit again...reaching middle age i like alot of men often find themselves divorced and find something missing in thier life...im fortunate enough to have a beautiful daughter that seems to need less and less of dear old dad these...im very happy with the young lady she has become...and id like to think that my ex and i have done good for her...though our life was often less than perfect...i kind of view it as an opertunity to do better the second time around...learning from mistakes made in earlier years...and in a sense being a bit older myself and hopefully somewhat wiser...older women are less likely to have the desire for more children or have younger children of thier own...i for one actually dont mind that someone has children of thier own...and see it as an opertunity to learn from my past and do better with my future...so thats my take...of course i dont exclusively date younger women...that just the appeal it holds for me...older women have their good qualities as well.
the only thing i could claim ya ever did to me was ya nearly made me pee myself while readin a couple of your posts...shame on you...but do it again soon
im one who likes to believe old fashioned love does exist...and i believe there are a select few who truely seek it...i think it starts from the inside and works its way out...and it will come at a time that you truely love who you are inside as a person...after that point it will project itself outward for others to see and open yourself up to attract the same...at least thats my old fasioned way of thinkin.
i play guiter...and consider myself to be guitarted i play too much...and no matter how much i know i continue to learn something new every day...thats how new music is born.,,
The following was developed as a mental age assessment by the School of Psychiatry at Harvard University. Take your time and see if you can read each line aloud without a mistake. The average person over 40 years of age cannot do it!
1. This is this cat. 2. This is is cat. 3. This is how cat. 4. This is to cat. 5. This is keep cat. 6. This is an cat. 7. This is old cat. 8. This is person cat. 9. This is busy cat. 10. This is for cat. 11. This is forty cat. 12. This is seconds cat.
Now go back and read the third word in each line from the top dow
deafening silence..... screams through the night a train bound for nowhere has reached its final destination and a new day has dawned unsure what will break the silence standing at the gate waiting for the next train to arrive a heart soft and gentle in a world cold and hard adrift on the seas of destiny
stonekeeper Forum Posts (220)
lol
RE: What would be more likely to bother you in a relationship?
it bothers me when i dont get enough affection...ive been bothered for quite awhile now lol