There must be something wrong with me. I get so tired, I can't sleep. The voices in my head are haunting my dreams. No matter how I try, To kill the thoughts inside. I cannot, I cannot, hide.
The mirror staring back at me. The cracking lines along my face. The times I try to get things straight, but could not. I know how hard I try, To keep myself alive. But I don't know, I don't know why:
Funny how, When the darkest of nights falls down. Worry that I will never see. The sun is shining again.
The world goes round, What was up is again back down. Wonder if I could stick around, Feel the light of the day:
Sometimes I feel like I am, Dying, down here. I feel a raging storm, Inside of my skin. The dial tone is there But no one's calling...
I feel the weight of time, Wonder when I will die. But I don't know, I don't know why:
wait i thought school was over with once i graduated
1) not anymore i have fallen for to many of the wrong kind that way mostly it is like lust at first sight anyway. need to get to know the person for it to turn into love.
2) yeah i believe in that through i have yet to find mine if mean in a romantic sense but i believe i found one or something close enough to it in my friend.
3)that is tricky for it is a painful thing to ponder. through i guess i'll have to go with yes. since might been worse if i never could love.
i've been told i don't talk to much or am to quiet. one friend won't even hang out with me much cause said there is no sense in just sitting in silence for hours when could do that alone.
i am never needed by anyone it seems and when i am turns out could be for one thing. i wish i had or was in a relationship where i could feel, loved and needed let alone wanted.
We're not gonna be Just apart of their game We're not gonna be Just the victims They're taking our dreams And they tear them apart 'til everyone's the same I've got no place to go I've got no where to run They love to watch me fall They think they know it all
I'm a nightmare, a disaster That's what they always said I'm a lost cause, not a hero But I'll make it on my own I've gotta prove them wrong Me against the world It's me against the world
We won't let them change How we feel in our hearts We're not gonna let them control us We won't let them shove All their thoughts in our heads And we'll never be like them
I've got no place to go I've got no where to run They love to watch me fall They think they know it all
I'm a nightmare, a disaster That's what they always said I'm a lost cause, not a hero But I'll make it on my own I'm gonna prove them wrong It's me against the world Me against the world
Now I'm sick of this waiting So come on and take your shot You can spit all your insults But nothing you say is gonna change us You can sit there and judge me Say what you want to We'll never let you in
I'm a nightmare, a disaster That's what they always said I'm a lost cause, not a hero But I'll make it on my own Me against the world
I'm a nightmare, a disaster That's what they always said I'm a lost cause, not a hero But I'll make it on my own I've got to prove them wrong They'll never bring us down
We'll never fall in line I'll make it on my own Me against the world
Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me
To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more? Before your life is over Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With their big fake smiles and stupid lies While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me
To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face And no one ever stabbed you in the back You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay Everybody always gave you what you wanted You never had to work it was always there You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Welcome to my life Welcome to my life
my friend is a guy and only off the job does it upset me. i might bring it up sometime but really i don't expect to spend much time talking when we're at work.
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