Well you see that is the problem with alot of people when you think they are in a relationship yet they don't know themselves and correct hiding the truth only eats away at you. Sorry about your story though atleast their was no real complications involved like marriage or kids.
Not really but people thinking too much like this leads to depression, but I do hear ya and did ya ever hear the phrase 'life is what you make it'? Course ya did well thats your answer to that, life is too short to be thinking even that far on, hope this isn't too dishearting but thats my honest opinion.
Out of curiousity are you out of work? Was watchin the first one earlier jaysus both them parents that was on would just remind ya of my brothers situation in a way, judy is a legend.
RE: Moving overseas.....
Probably my job (based on the current climate) or my mother being on her last with her sickness.