I am done with it. I have had enough. I don't have to take it from anyone off here. I can control that. I may not can control it here at home, but I can on here.
Who ever wants to keep in touch. E-mail me and I will give you my e-mail address. I hope this makes you all happy. This is not the place for me. You have until tonight to request my e-mail address. I wonder how many of you are honest about your situation.
Tool knows. We talk and we are friends. He is reading all this as we speak. My man does not trust me. I tell him exactly what I tell you all. Why do you think we fuss so much. I never asked anyones help on getting me out of my situation. I am doing that on my own. Tool will tell you I never asked for his help.
Yes it will help to have them packed and ready to live. Because when I get ready to go I will have to do it quickly. I will have to leave when he is not around or he will try to stop me. The event is not to far off. I don't have much longer till I am finished with my education.
Maybe other women will see the signs and not get invloved in a relationship such as mine. It does not matter if you believe me or not. If I was happy I would tell it. When tool and i got to talking did I not express happiness. See if I am happy I talk about it, but if I am sad I tell it. Why would I make up such nonsense? That's crazy. I like for the world to know. Maybe this will be a lesson to men and women. We are here to learn and live. Comfort one another. Help and support. Not hate. That is what is wrong with the world today. No love. I don't care who knows my personal life. It should not be personal. Why hide it when it can help others. Have a little compassion and sympathy. Thanks
The issue is me. I was stupid when I was younger. I should have listened to that voice of reason, but I thought I could change him. I thought things would get better as time goes by. Boy was I wrong. But in the end I will not have this to worry about any more. I will win and he will lose.
It's ok. Me too. I am glad I am not married to him and so is his last to wives. They are gald they are no longer married to him. He treated them the same way. They were lucky. They had support from families and money to get away from him.
As far as my health is concerned It comes first. I almost lost my life twice for not taking care of myself. And I almost lost my daughter's life for not taking care of myself. I am not during that again. I got to take care of myself , so that I can take care of her.
I don't care if you believe me or not. I don't make things up. I a have better things to do then sit here and make up stories. If I wanted to make up stories I would write a book or make a movie. On second thought that might be a good idea. Thanks for the idea guys.
Thanks No I did not make it up. I live in it day after day. No there is no point in being together. That is why I am working on getting out. I give up. He knows it. He is tired of it also. He ask me if I wanted to end things and I said yes. He tells me not do anything stupid. Yes I am honest with myself. I know it is wrong, but I am working on this. I am making it right. Everyone around us sees it. They are in agreement with me. They think I should just kick his butt, but I am tired of doing that.
I am sorry I am frustrating you. I don't mean to. I am taking in all the advices and I appreciate it. Thanks. That is how I feel right now worthless. I will do that. Thanks
He does not spend anytime with me. When I say that (he does not do anything with me such as go out to eat, shopping, sit down and watch a movie, etc). This is his home to, so he is going to be coming in and out checking on me. He spends his time hunting and outdoors. He came be sitting next to me or walk in the room and I can be typing away. If I wa exaggerating, man I must be damn good at it. He keeps an eye on me. He is no fool, he looks at the computer. I don't care if anyone believes me or not. I know. He knows. That is all that matters.
RE: Looking with no luck, maybe it's the no pic.
NopeI didn't ask for any and don't expect any.