Not at all Jvaski, when i say you are a good man, that mean in my thoughts you are one of my friends although you can join many threads and say many things you like, pls feel free to action,
in response to RDM59 & Jvaski : LOL, now i understand what u are trying to talk about, sometime i am very stupid in understanding english, pls enjoy your time,
when you feel a sense of meaninglessness that mean you are in a really sad mood, everything is tasteless & empty, you only want to cry bitterly or laugh out in tears, and sometimes you want to go to the sea forever,... and the only thing can keep you continue to stay with this life are your closest relatives, your parents, brothers & sisters, and your children, their great love will touch your heart and make you feel very painful when thinking of their unhappy faces to see off you, then you hv to go back again, u hv to consider everything again, they still need your help, without your help they are very pity, then that is the only reason you hv to overcome the meaningless feelings to come back to the normal life to fulfill all your missions u hv to finish. Then time pass slowly, you will feel again how beautiful life could be,...
LOL, like the word : "unstable worms", can be applied for both men & woman when they fall in love, look like the real blind, i think all of us at least hv one time in our life to become a "blind " although we always try to avoid it, but cant help falling freely in to love abyss.
yes, but just the very serious things, i dont want to retain many things in my head, as the head will explode out very soon if it contain a lot of secretes, that's why i often hv an empty head, i like that,
i dont want to understand the words of " true love " anymore, it is very complicated to understand, it is just an empty word, i think what we need is one person to trust, understand & console us when we hv the hard times, feel attracted together, everyday you go out for work and every evening you come home, you hv him to talk, to share some works together, to please you at anytime you want... that is enough.
i take care of many people already, then now i just want my lover take care of me, then i will reciprocate equally, i like the fairness in all relationships, you seem good at Budhism,...
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sometimes my feelings that you are also a hero, 
RE: It's FRIDAY...........It's TIME !!
Thanks doberman, you are always a kind lady,next time i will run away quickly before "disasters" could fall in me,