pksun Poetry (1)

The memories of you!
On Valentine day, 14 February 2013
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You are so special!
You are so sweet!
You are so warm!
You are so important!
You are the only gift make me smile and feel safe
You mean world to me!
No matter where am I, my heart, my soul and my mind are always with you and never change!

The day of 26 January 2013, we both planned to watch full moon together and It was a beautiful feeling to wait for this day to come
But you were disappeared

You let me cry alone and I straggling to find out where you are in the middle of the night!
After a day, I found out you were die sine the night of 24 January 2013.

My tears falling down and just can’t stop because knowing that you never come back to my life!
But you shown me in my dream that you are always around.

From the 24 January 2013 until today, I have cried for you days and nights!
But never see you in my dream again

After 3 weeks, I lost a lot of my weight because I lost appetite and become stomach ache and lack of sleep!
But you still selfish to me

Every day I wake up from bed, the image of you walking, smiling, talking, holding my hand; always appear in front of me and my heart start crying as it is impossible to forget!
But the dream of you never comes back again.

Only now I decided to stop thinking of you and instead wishing your soul rest in heaven with peace.
But my tears could not stop falling down

Today is Valentine day, which I have planned for both of us to go to a special place which could build an unforgettable memories among us for our entitle life!
But my plan become nonsense because you are no longer exist on earth

Today, I decided to celebrate valentine day alone
But always your shadow beside me and the image of you in my heart

From the time we met till the end, I always by your side and no matter what happen to us
But god still takes you away from me

I never believe we have this day because my love for you is so strong and never want to let you go away from my hands
But it is true that you have gone and I have to accept it

My last word but not least, MY LOVE! I miss you so dearly! Every day and nights, and you are always in my heart forever
But let us wish not to meet each other again because you are so selfish

This life, next life and another million of life, we will live apart from each other
Because I hate the way selfish you are and let me cry and lonely because of missing you,
It just because I don’t want you to leave me in the second time. Once is hurt enough.