me1974 Poetry (1)

I was just here sitting infront of my computer
Looking searching surfing swiveling my chair
never thought to fall in Love again.

Here comes a pop up requesting a chat
I accepted but It was just as usual
we exchange e-mail at the end
still never thought to fall in Love again.

Days gone by and we chat rare
He appear on webcam I start to stare
Never thought to fall in Love again.

we joked, laughed and fought online
we seems sensitive and fine
at the end he sent the word with underline
I didn't believed he fall in Love online.

I start to miss him day and night
He kept saying I Love You everynight
I couldn't deny I fall in Love onsight.

We were so apart I wished God to help me
to let me know if it is illusion or dream
wished to be near him and hold him
found my empty arms everynight the same
I never thought to fall in Love again.

we had a lot to tell and a lot to share
we had a lot to enjoy and a lot to care
I took him as mine and nearly came to declare,
unfortunatly
we fought to the last the reason I coundn't share

My heart was bleeding I missed him so
my thoughts flew my eyes crying also
What can I do just to leave him offline message?
eventhough it was his fault, I lost the first advantage.

Blames shut out and things sorted out
his Love locked inside my heart
ButI moved on at last.