tauntedhumor Poetry (2)

Depression devours inside me intoxicated around my flesh my emotions deteriorate's in pieces representing no happiness left how did I dilute myself into this mental illness state ? a friends lends advice and just calls it simple mind play..in here i stand with this fake persona pretending that everything is alright ignoring these little voices because i'm dying from the inside

im down spiraling into a bottomless pit bleeding out this pain while my consious slowly rips i try to hold on to every bit of hope but i just evaporate the devil emasculated on my self control all I feel is bitterness and ugly as im digging my own whole at times i try to fight against my insecurites but the scorching pain last longer with my uncertainty

all around my heart
spr€ading through my viens
Feeling very empty
Driving myself insane

thriving inside my core like a infection im going in circles with this depression in then I think back in my youth era is this a cycle from parental abuse and neglect ? is this why I lose most of my self moral respect ? Instead Im soaked into my old scars in a constant repetition being torn apart.

Perputrated by lost
This unspeakable cost
Knifes up at my back
Feeling like death just attacked
Gazed up at my eye's
Through his venimous lies
How could this happen
Can't imagine
Disgusted while I was blind
In now he's cashing his chips
He's always in a protest
Constantly pushes away
He left me here with regrets
How do you take me forgranted
You left my heart here abondened
Your decision was cruel/I can't cover up each bruise