Depression devours inside me intoxicated around my flesh my emotions deteriorate's in pieces representing no happiness left how did I dilute myself into this mental illness state ? a friends lends advice and just calls it simple mind play..in here i stand with this fake persona pretending that everything is alright ignoring these little voices because i'm dying from the inside

im down spiraling into a bottomless pit bleeding out this pain while my consious slowly rips i try to hold on to every bit of hope but i just evaporate the devil emasculated on my self control all I feel is bitterness and ugly as im digging my own whole at times i try to fight against my insecurites but the scorching pain last longer with my uncertainty

all around my heart
spr€ading through my viens
Feeling very empty
Driving myself insane

thriving inside my core like a infection im going in circles with this depression in then I think back in my youth era is this a cycle from parental abuse and neglect ? is this why I lose most of my self moral respect ? Instead Im soaked into my old scars in a constant repetition being torn apart.