MeryChen Poetry (4)

I have hope in you
When I give you my heart
I'm wait for so long
And the hope slowly fading away

I try to keep the hope
But I can't hold it too long
I need someone
That not only give a hope

I know sometimes hope can't be realized
So I start to let it go
When it slowly fading away
And never comeback again

All I'm waiting for my whole life is today
When I see you, my angel
You came to me with your brightest smile

I see there is no wings at your back
But why there's something come into my feeling
Telling me that you just fallen from heaven

I would like to spend my whole life
To show you all this world
And telling you what love is

Sometimes there is a question in my heart
Why God let this all happened
Let us meet someone
To accompany our days
Let us love them
Though we'll never be together
Because of many differences

Sometimes there is a question in my heart
Why the destiny should be like this
Leave the pain in our heart
When someone come into our lives
Shed away our tears
But then we should let them go
And they leave the new tears

But now I'm already grow up
I won't let the tears stay
I should shed them away by my own
Thanks for came to my life
Teach me many things about life
You are the most beautiful grace I ever had
Let tonight I will shed away
The last tears in my life

In my life, there are so many dissapointed
Sometimes I feel I can't move on anymore
With the bleeding wounds in my heart, I try to hang on
I can't stop all the tears

I'm not asking much from you
Just sit besides me, listen to my sadness
All the pain that possess in my soul
Don't say that I'm never be grateful
I have try but sometimes life is not at my side

I want to end up my life
Because I sing a depression song all the time
Is heaven really there
Where there is no tears

I'm not asking much
I'm just asking, listen to me
I'm really feel alone and helpless



Jakarta, 02 February 2010