zoeylee09 Poetry (3)

i trusted you
gave you everything
you took it all and left
my heart
my soul
my love
my happiness
shattered on the ground
like broken glass
the glass so sharp
the blood so red
all these thoughts
running through my head
will you notice i'm gone
will you even care
how many times will you try to see me
but remember i'm not there
will you think of me while i'm gone
or forget me and carry on
will your concience bug you
everytime our daughter hugs you
little voice inside your head
“its your fault her mother's dead!”

how many times will you say goodbye?
how many times will i cry?
will you be there when she's older?
or walk away and leave her cryin on my shoulder?
forever you said
forevers a lie
all this pain
over one guy
you were my love
you were my life
you were going to be my husband
and i your wife
now we have a daughter
i cant let you hurt her
because now SHE'S my world
you left us alone
to fend for ourselves
but in the end your missing out

i spend my days
walking through a haze
and at night
i have to fight
to dream
some happy dreams
so noone hears
my screams
screams of fear
screams of hate
screams of you
and of my fate