Nightsky36 Poetry (2)

I breathe in and out with excited anticipation,
yet another beautiful day out there calls to me.
the cool wind blowing slightly, carressing my face and my fears,
nurturing my every thought and taking me into it's embrace.
I focus on what's ahead as I dwell on what's behind.
To almost everything else in the world I am blind.
Sometimes I think of nothing, sometimes many things.
As I do so the wind and nature sings to me it's beautiful melody.
I value it's beauty and serenity and the calmness I feel when its near.
I enjoy the adventure each time as it clears my thoughts away,
leaving me feeling refreshed and clear of mind.
As these muscles ache and my skin feels cool and damp,
the wind blows and it feels like ice against my skin.
It's a cold I rejoice in and feel wonderful in.
And suddenly I can't wait to go walk again.

I do not understand why you do the things you do.
I thought you were serious and mature, but no more.
Your actions belittle your endearing words.

You opened my minds eye to the joy of reading again,
You made me start to care even though I was afraid.
As I began to open up more and let my defenses fall,
Secretly I was terrified of it all.

You wanted my honesty, so I gave it to you,
Yet I feel you spited me because of it.
You lead me astray with your pretty words,
When all along you never planned to follow through.

I guess you really weren't ready for something new,
for if you were, these games you wouldn't have played.
I should've known better than to trust your lies.
It's a shame things resulted this way,
because I started to like the way you made me feel.
And I think we could've had something real.

What I want to know is where is the person,
that talked with me so intently all those times.
I find myself wondering if it was ever even you,
I'm not into your games so I say goodbye.

I was fine on my own until you came along,
You with your sly games and deceitful words.
You've made me realize I was right all along,
I should've just moved on and not let you in.
You can't be trusted, you're just like the rest,
You just leave behind the pain in my chest.