Honesty at it's best...
i am a smoker. i live with and battle depression, anxiety and other negative limitations.i take meds for this...side effects are not cool...but it helps in some ways. I have trust, rejection, abandonment and emotional issues. This leads me to believe i am not suitable for dating. I do not want kids or to get married. Yet i am an all around good person...just dont want to burden anyone with my irregularities. it is highly possible that dating will not be best for me or others...unless it is on online... and yes i would like to find someone to connect with on several different levels. for the most part... i would like to meet a female friend for online; intimate dating and perhaps more. i am by nature a guy and think with the other head at times. this is not my whole existence... yet cannot deny primal urges. Have read so many times... women look for honesty in a man. well there it is in a nut shell... honesty. i do not play games with others emotions... been a victim myself over and over again. not against giving my heart and support to someone... just has to be someone i connect with. If you have read this far... then do not reply or send me messages that say...look as if we connect.
I have never had an idea of what an ideal match would be. see if i can try and give out a few feelers. I reckon first is... animal lover... I have furbuddy and will not cast him aside for anything... he is awesome... just saying if you are a cat chick.. bonus points.lol love horror movies... but can still make fun of them. semi-conspiracy nutball.lol
music doesnt matter too much... i am not into country... but doesnt mean you cant be. we should always have our interests and tastes... just works better if we jam on the same wave. pretty much would love for her to be a nerdette... comics, movies, tv, cosplay, role play... etc. Has an idea of what her life is and what to do with it... its enough trying to figure my own... let alone two of us. lol Super bonus points if she is into webcaming. happens to be a thing i really enjoy...nothing better than a gal who knows her body and likes to share. Like i said... dont really have an ideal match in looks or physical attributes... it maters moslty who you are and we mesh... you know?
Just a simple southern... 4th generation Floridian... lived up in TN for a bit... some time over in Wash. State... Ohio... but i dont talk about that much. lol
After being injured and sidelined from working. Started and owned my computer repair shop. Went back to school and got an AS in The Science of Information Technology. even got to walk...yay
I recently found out or was introduced to Disordianism and the blessing of Eris... the lady of discord. Just look up The original snub or the golden apple of discord... if you would like to know more
Currently i am producing my own podcast and vblog. Also do some clerical and technical work for Imagination Mezmerine Productions. If you would like to know more... just ask. Thanks.