I have been on the fence about calling everyone out. At first i presented an idea of science fact. not opinion or some conspiracy theory... yet hard core undeniable facts. And still most people cannot grasp what truth is over what they think it is. I am always for people having their own opinion, doing their own thing and just being who you are.
Still when i talk about this topic... it infuriates some. often been said im attacking their religious belief or faith. not the case at all. i know this topic to be true because it is pure science fact. it was a 4 year old who said it and i have never been the same again.
she placed the burden of illumination on me and now i suffer with the knowledge. and i have willing taken that burden because i cannot deny it.
i didnt ask to know the truth. hell i have had fond memories of those glorious times.
but now i see them for what they really are.
a lie perpetuated by people held under the guise of faith is truth. and this is not an attack on anyone's beliefs.
faith just means you believe something you cannot prove. not about religion or theology.
faith is just a word to justify the unacknowledged.
is it time to put everyone to the test or are y'all blessed for not knowing.
i will not let the trolls comment on this and so to the ones who want to know will suffer the same.
i apologize to you. but cannot have a bash contest on something so valid.
this is not a ploy to get date or have someone message me..just on a whim...no
all i am offering is a truth... not mine...science fact. but please please please...take into account...once you hear it...you will be forever changed. even for those who don't believe it is true... i tip my hat to you. i wish i had that strength and courage of faith.
i am afraid to look for other enlightenment because i don't want to know how far the rabbit hole goes...yet i find myself constantly diggin.
This is not a secret... yet i dont want to put this burden upon everyone who reads it.
if you want to know...just message me. thanks
When i first joined this site... my intentions were as clear as a jellyfish sunbathing on a beach. I was not in the market to find a soulmate... lover...girlfriend...wife... or any other label that goes with trying to find the other half of me. I am now walking a line of where i think it is very possible that she has found me. now i have to say i still have a bit of my guard up. i have talked to a few people on this site; after being contacted and they all were bogus and so my wall remained. after all ...what do you expect when everyone is fake and has some agenda in mind. we have been talking for a bit now and i still have a bit of reserve... yet she is very cool and understanding. and man oh man... i get taken in by her eyes every time. That is why she is the Blue Eyed Fairy. Not saying this is the match of a lifetime, soulmate or all the words folks use... still i do feel we have a connection. i like where it is going and will give her the chance no one gets... mostly because they make me put up the wall when they throw red flags. So if you get a chance to read this... thanks for being you and i want to see to where this goes with us. Thinking of you my Blue Eyed Fairy.
Kisses...Rev@32
p.s. i turned off the comments. dont need people trolling or commenting off the wall stuff. If you my dear want to reply... well you know where to find me. kisses
As Discordians
…we also have a particular love of the word "fnord," which is largely used randomly.
Well my lil Discordians…it breaks down to this..
Certain words are intended to be undefinable and "fnord" is one of them.
First used in Robert Anton Wilson' trilogy, The Illuminati Papers ,
• Fnord is the space between the pixels on your screen.
• Fnord is the "ooo" in varooom of race cars.
• Fnord is the smallest number greater than zero.
• Fnord keeps a spare eyebrow in his pocket.
In Wilson's trilogy, (based on reports from users), truth is revealed to those who know where to look.
The enlightened can see fnord in the empty spaces between unjustified columns of text in newspapers and magazines.
These are Called sticky spots, these spaces are not really blank, but contain fnord,
Can be said that it is visible only to those privy to heavily guarded secrets and occult powers.
Not even the case… you and everyone has the ability to recognize and understand fnord.
Yes…Fans of the novel began using the word as a private joke and the concept spread to many who had never read the book but had no trouble discovering most of the places where fnord must clearly exist.
"fnord" itself) commonly held to be invisible to the conscious mind, but subliminally causing a sense of unease or sudden anger when encountered.
A trigger if you will.
More or less… as kids we were shown or taught words and phrases… then by the theory of conspiracy… they were erased or better yet made invisible to our conscious effort.
In life we come across certain words and phrases and just know that in our lizard brains… we have heard, used and had access to these hidden elements
This triggers a bit of fear… which as any star wars fans know… this leads to anger… which leads to hot cocoa. Lol
But yes.., it bothers us internally because we are sure without a doubt that this is not a lost memory but something that was taken from us.
This would be the fnord theory.
It is very common to run across these fnord triggers in everday life.
When I found out about …fnord.. it gave m a sense of relief.
I know I am a bit off and have funky dunky thoughts… but when I use to get triggered by lapse relocation… I would know that it meant something.
Now there are many of us who feel that fer of not knowing while knowing and it is no beuno…
Now that you have learned a bit about the use of the fnord… may this give you some comfort and relief from the negative burden of not knowing… because they have tried and now you know…
And knowing is not just the battle… it helps fight the war.
My lil Discordians… can you imagine what and how déjà vu plays into the fnord theory… im just saying.
THE MYTH OF THE APPLE OF DISCORD
It seems that Zeus was preparing a wedding banquet for Peleus and
Thetis and did not want to invite Eris because of Her reputation as a
trouble maker.*
This made Eris angry, and so She fashioned an apple of pure gold**
and inscribed upon it KALLISTI ("To The Prettiest One") and on the day of
the fete She rolled it into the banquet hall and then left to be alone and
joyously partake of a hot dog.
Now, three of the invited goddesses,*** Athena, Hera, and Aphrodite,
each immediately claimed it to belong to herself because of the inscription.
And they started fighting, and they started throwing punch all over the
place and everything.
Finally Zeus calmed things down and declared that an arbitrator must
be selected, which was a reasonable suggestion, and all agreed. He sent them
to a shepherd of Troy, whose name was Paris because his mother had had a lot
of gaul and had married a Frenchman; but each of the sneaky goddesses tried
to outwit the others by going early and offering a bribe to Paris.
Athena offered him Heroic War Victories, Hera offered him Great
Wealth, and Aphrodite offered him the Most Beautiful Woman on Earth. Being a
healthy young Trojan lad, Paris promptly accepted Aphrodite's bribe and she
got the apple and he got screwed.
As she had promised, she maneuvered earthly happenings so that Paris
could have Helen (The Helen) then living with her husband Menelaus,King of
Sparta. Anyway, everyone knows that the Trojan War followed when Sparta
demanded their Queen back and that the Trojan War is said to be The First
War among men.
And so we suffer because of the Original Snub. And so a Discordian
is to partake of No Hot Dog Buns.
…and this is the why… jaws ….died for our sins.
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and in case you don't remember...
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I know I am not alone when asking a question as simple as this… yet the answer is not quite easily rendered. I have often stated and will continue to do so when I say… I have given my negative energy a label, name and/or title. I refer to my depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts and all other negative burdens that plague me from time to time as DRCH. Not the typical darkness you may think of… such as being in a room with the lights off or being blind folded from what is going on around you… no… simply DRCH.
I have chosen to recognize my afflictions and took out the vowels because the sounds of words become more lively and beautiful with those melodic little letters. Using the full caps shows its harshness that is the negative burdens and the lack of a,e,I,o,u and the elusive y… DRCH has no fluffy-feely spirit. I know and I have gone over this topic so many times before… even though there are millions of us who live with and battle these negative traits… we only share similar symptoms.
Much like most afflictions… we can see a comparison of suffering… yet we do it alone. If you have come across people along the way who try and offer advice and comforting words… just thank them and appreciate they are trying to care. For them to understand is pretty much harder if they don’t suffer as we do. Now then there are those who think or say… oh just get over it… cheer up… its get better; sorry you know as I do… that is not how it works. Often people are confusing depression with sadness and I try and share with what I go through when an attack creeps up on me… or better yet… DRCH comes to play. There are so many web articles and information on signs and symptoms… yet it up to us the depressed to talk about our condition.
I spent over 40 years never talking about what goes on in my head and heart before, during and after an episode… felt I had to do this because people would look at me differently, cast me aside or straight up push me out of their lives. Wasn’t until the past few years I have become fully comfortable talking about all of it… that even includes my three suicide attempts… failed of coursed. Lol
I know most folks think those of us who have these negative entities inside of us; just need religion to cure all. I know me and who I am… all of me and religion, medicine, therapy and other so-called fixes are not the answer. Now I will say this… if you have found your coping device… live and struggle day to day with your ailment… good for you. It took me 46 years to find a connection to something or better yet knowing there is actually something out there that helps me… it is Discordianism.
When I first heard the story of ‘The Original Snub’… I felt without a doubt I have found a positive focus and still running with it. Discordians are often also known as Erisians.
The religion stresses the value of randomness, chaos, and disagreement. Among other things, the first rule of Discordianism is that there are no rules. Many consider Discordianism to be a parody religion (one that mocks the beliefs of others).
However, Discordians can argue that the act of labeling Discordianism a parody merely reinforces the message of Discordianism. Just because something is untrue and absurd does not make it without meaning. Also, even if a religion is humorous and its scriptures full of ludicrousness, that does not mean its followers are not serious about it.
Discordians themselves do not agree on the matter. Some embrace it largely as a joke, while others embrace Discordianism as a philosophy. Some literally worship Eris as a goddess, while others consider her merely a symbol of the messages of the religion.
There is tons of information on Discordian, Eris… the lady of Discordia and all the hodge/podge you will need out there on the net… I was merely trying to share what I try and feel is part of how I get by with the DRCH.
....to be continued...
For everyone out there who has these conditions and those who don’t… please remember it does not make you less of person or even an outcast… you are who you are. One of my weakness points I try and deal with is to practice what I preach. So hard to do… I can relate, experience and even offer help to others… just can’t seem to turn it back inward to somehow be a comfort. Friends, family, loved ones can tell me all the time… I am special, somebody, loved and cherished… yet until I; myself believe it… it is not true. Yet I do give thanks to those who share those kind words.
Thanks for taking the time to read this… not sure why I wrote it… I am an audio/video guy. To find the comfort in written word is cool… just know that in all these letters… it is hard to feel the emotional content of what I am trying to share. Anywho that is pretty much why I do my podcast, v-blast and radio shows… I love communicating with everyone.
Love y’all…Reverend Frydaddy POEE
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