Ever find yourself in a situation which drives you insane? I'm in love with my friend but he's made it extremely clear that he can only offer friendship. I accepted his decision and continued forth with the friendship. However, there are times I find it incredibly difficult to not want to reach over and kiss him. I'd yearn to tell him "I love you" Anyone else experience this type of torment? At the end of the day I realize I'm the one to blame for this. LOL
Many moons ago my ex boyfriend and I ended our 15 year relationship due to his new found love. I was devestated, lost, confused etc... 2 years later I've found myself in a better place, one which I feel content with.
Recently, I received an email from him inquiring why I dislike him so much? He continued on to ask why I view him as some type of horrible person. I contemplated responding but several days later sent a brief response stating I did not view him negatively. Well, apparently my answer was not sufficient for him and he continued to pry trying to understand why I felt "negatively" about him.
The brutual reality is he cheated on me. I had the pleasure of finding out from his girlfriend who took pleasure in posting many picutres and videos of them frolocking around town. Though it killed me inside, I moved on with my life.
Why now does he decide to care about how I feel?
Any ideas? Advice?
How would you react if the person you fell for online doesn't look exactly like the picture perfect person they portrayed themselves to be in reality.
I'm listening to a song by Etta James titled "Trust in Me"
Wow, it brings me back to a time when I tried to be with someone who could not trust me..... If only he could have trusted in me what could we have been?
My fellow bloggers: Why is trust so hard to earn back once it's been broken?
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