Lots of people ask me what iam doing in saudi arabia knowing the culture are very strict and for the fact it is a muslim country with a strict rules, my replied is 1st i earned money here and although they have a strict rules i dont have a choice but to follow and anyway im not going to live here forever so make the most out of it
The last time i was here in this blog more than 2 yrs i think and a lot of things happened in my life....but what i learned was happiness doesnt come from other people but within ourselves,been thru a lot of struggles pain,name it i had it but thanks god iam still standing,more stronger,and complete.
Love doesnt come easy and we dont need to search,we just have to wait and let god do the rest coz he knows what our hearts desire
its been a while since i wrote some blog regarding about my lovelife and how i ended up crying but now FINALLY im back in my feet
alive n kicking
ready to fall in love again,good spirit and promising myself that the next man who will sit beside me would be the last (hopefully
)anyway i learned my lesson thats the most important thing .
i met one man here in cs i think his kind,and definetly not a scammer
coz were exchanging a lot of emails and even talk in skype ,from my womens intuition his a good man (i hope my womens intuition is true
)anyway were starting to get to know each other slowly.
im going to write here the progress of my so called "friend" in the coming days
Its been a long time since i wrote some blogs here n its been a long time since i open this site well i tried to mend my broken heart and tried to stand up again learned some lesson. Now im back in my feet again ready to face the world and most of all im ready to fall in love again
Ive been thru a lot of pain this past few weeks mending a lonely heart n i can say broken heart at the same time but while im experiencing this kind of heartaches theirs a lot of windows open up to me, an opportunity that if i accept maybe Just maybe it will change my future but my heart cant accept coz i still do love him eventhough i know theirs no chance for us in the future. Would i accept the new one or still wait for the past that maybe he will come back. Hard to choose which one im going to follow my heart or my mind
Its hard to smile when you know the fact you are crying at night, its hard to smile n pretend everything is okey but deep inside your dying. Ive been thru a lot of pains n i cried a lot in the past but this pain i felt now is different coz i know i lost a great deal and i cant fight
The time has come that I'm avoiding for the past months,it hurts so bad knowing i wont see him again but i dont have a choice but to stand n face it. I just pray that he will be okay if its gods will we will meet again. But for now i dont know if i can love again maybe i should take rest n enjoy life
The time has come that I'm avoiding for the past months,it hurts so bad knowing i wont see him again but i dont have a choice but to stand n face it. I just pray that he will be okay if its gods will we will meet again. But for now i dont know if i can love again maybe i should take rest n enjoy life
There is a new law here in kuwait that its not allowed to have barbecue cooking in the beach bcoz they said it spoiled the sea.haler peeps where is the fun in the beach if u will not do barbecuing and beside if u want a clean resort then hired a good people to clean it thats what we r paying for right and they said female allowed only in a certain day gosh!no wonder a lot of people hates this country,if its not for their high currency we wouldnt be here
There is a new law here in kuwait that its not allowed to have barbecue cooking in the beach bcoz they said it spoiled the sea.haler peeps where is the fun in the beach if u will not do barbecuing and beside if u want a clean resort then hired a good people to clean it thats what we r paying for right and they said female allowed only in a certain day gosh!no wonder a lot of people hates this country,if its not for their high currency we wouldnt be here
How im supposed to hang on with u if i dont know where,when and how,all i wanted was to be with u share my time,my road,im not asking for forever but its two to tango,to understand each other.do i have to give u up for u to have a clear conscience,or is it u dont hv any feeling for me anymore.every minute iam crying not bcoz i will loose u but bcoz i love u so much and it hurts to decide
This is the continuation of my blog regarding "liars"the last one i chatted from this site a few days ago who gave me the same exact words like the 3 guys before we r exchanging emails earlier then connect thru ym.we chatted earlier today,his the one who gave me buzz.the funny thing is i asked him where he is now,he said his in nigeria to some.project,(i tought his in texas n own a company mmmm!!),i asked him can u open ur camera so we can see each other,he said i cant coz i need to fix my camera (mmm again sounds familiar to me)then he called me in my cellphone,i heard his voice (mmm again his voice sounds familiar hahah)im having fun now
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