It's sunny today, the mood gloomy...
I don't want to bondage and deprive anyone's freedom, you the sky is still blue, free and easy;Belong to my lake, there is no wind blow fo...Blue sky and white clouds, resides in the heart of the lake...
There are many interesting blog in this site, there are a lot of friendly people!I like to read them to my comments!
I am not the so-called "beautiful dolls", I'm just a 17 year old girl's mother, an ordinary Chinese woman, can't speak English, but to rely on the dictionary to write blog in English, also don't care about the grammar is correct or not.
I just honest to record my thoughts and my state.
If you like what I wrote, I'm glad;It doesn't matter if you don't like that...As long as can continue to write, I would be very happy!
If, you just see my picture on this website, Then send an email to tell me: "I love you! You are my baby! I can't do without you!..."
You guess how I will answer you? I will only say: thank you!
The word "I love you" maybe like in said "the weather of today is very good". Just a prologue or greeting,I won't stupid to believe that you are really love me.I can only secretly steal to smile, I told my photos: congratulations! A lot of men like you!
Have you ever thought to understand my personality, hobbies, experience?
Maybe you will say: I just want to see your smile, and don't want to know why you will cry;I just want to know how much your breast plump, don't want to know what brand do you wear underwear, or like to wear what brand of underwear, I just want to know if you want to make love with me, like to use what way to make love, I don't want to know your smooth body inside there is a monster called "thinking"...
So, the one you love is not" I", but a symbol, a face, a plentiful full chest, a smooth body...
So, you can go to buy a inflatable doll is enough, she will smile at you forever, never refuse you desire...
In the rest of my life, I and you are no longer meet, so, we in each other's memory, is always the initial shape.
43, today is my birthday, so I give yourself a smile, a wish...
I can ordinary, but refused to mediocrity;
I can be poor, but refused to no self-esteem and personality;
I can live a plain life, but refused to without dreams and motivation;
I can be without man to take care of, but refused to don't understand care and cherish myself;
I can do without love, but refused to lack a wonderful fantasy;
Can I was forced to accept indifference or disgust, but I refuse to give this world resentment and apathy;
So, I will continue to sincerely, kindness, tolerance, beautiful, smile...
Only need to remember that: joy, warm and sweet time,The memory of those black or gray, all from mind erase,If not completely delete the memory, also want to forget as much as possible……Until all of the past is no longer a dull ache.
Love, is to make yourself and others happy.
In your life, if has not left not the abandoned lover —— that is yourself.
No matter you are poor or rich, vibrant or serious illness, youth and beauty or a demoralised, satisfied or disappointment, he will always accompany in your side, give you comfort and encouragement, and give you support and remind...
He will never betray you, hurt you, ignore you...
He will always care for you, cherish you and love you...
So perfect, so considerate lover, is our himself!
Anyway, if not self-love, self-esteem and narcissism,How can you happy living in this world?
Nostalgia, not because of how good the era, but at that time, we are still young; Nostalgia, not because of how good the time, but at that time, with you!
Had to face no matter how depressed and frustrated
I will be grateful
Thank my life have you love me, care for me
Thank you I can also to love
And slowly to learn to cherish
Thank you for all the hardships
Thank you for all the pain
Thank you for all the frustrations
Thank you have love, life, beautiful every light years
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