Where are you?? I want to see you.... Hug you just as a simple as that.. nothing else!!! No conditions.... Night and day you always in my mind!!!! You are my light that makes my day full of happiness.... but now your gone!!! I can't sleep at night hoping someday I can see you and hug you tight....
I was surprised that I found a kit kat chocolate in my newly wash jacket where I put it outside my flat. Then I found a again chocolate it a galaxy in my top of my clothes again... who is the chocolate giver? I was so impress how did he knew that I love chocolates. I HOPE I WILL MEET YOU AND SAY THANK YOU PERSONALLY!!!!
I am stupid...naive...crazy??? Well falling in love with him is the most craziest thing I done with my life. He is not handsome but smart guy... but I'm so attracted to him despite of our differences. We are like kids everytime we see each other or talking each other. I'm happy with him.but.. I don't know with him if who I am in his life... let see after two weeks... good night
Yes... If you really love him!!! Set him free..
right? But instead you hold him back... Saying Goodbye is not easiest things to say!!! Like the movie"The Notebook"which is one of my life time favorite movie. It was shown last 2004. But still many of us still watching it.. Repeating and repeating because the of story was amazing.Thats a true love... When we fall in love... We never think about other people.We express our emotions to eachother. We share our feelings... We never stop talking about our future plans. Where we going to have vacations...But when we started fighting with non sense issue. I'm not allowed to speak anything... No complains... No rubbish words.. I don't have rights to argue with you.. I can't express my emotions... My opinions... I'm like a puppet or your toys to played with... I know I hurt you but Its me most!!! But still longing to be with you!! Because I will make you change... Because I love you for who you are and What you are!!! But I have to let you go... Last words I will say....I LOVE YOU Goodbye..
This passed days I realized how to stupid i am to let go the person who taught me alot of things. That not only me have a problem in this world. He taught me how to behave and to react to the things we need face in our daily life. I was greatful that he came into my life in a right time. I thought it will last... I thought He is my prince and I was his princess. I was dreaming that he will stay with me. I was happy everyday.. Talking with him everyday!! I really missed him... To hung him and kiss him so thight. But I lost him... He will never comeback to me.. BECAUSE i am stupid really stupid. I want him back but he said to me NO!!! He will never forgive me!! I know I hurt him so much!! Through rubbish words I said to him.But I keeping saying to him!!! I am sorry very sorry!!! Because my action!! I will never see him again...He will never talk to me anymore... But my heart and soul belongs to you!!! I will wait until your anger will fade... I will wait for you!!! You know who are.... Mr.--.
bella2334 Blog (6)
