,dont know if u guys will understand my situition although i know its wrong and its just a part of god challenges..,but it cause so much pain in me,although i know he has his own family but i never did anything to brake them as a family,he is confused we both dont know what we are doin but we just only knew that were fallin from each other but its wrong..,iam single and his already merried his a good guy and nothing i can say his been good to me were been together for almost 2yrs,am always tellin him that do the right things dont stay with me cuz i feel guilty cuz dont want anything to happen with his family..,im not a badgirl or what i just fall and never expect that to fall for the merried man,i hate to hear from other people that im just mistress no one wants to be a mistress its just unexpected.,and time goes by he needs to leave for good..,my minds confused and this the 2nd time ive been hurted and maybe im really unlucky to love and be loved,i dont have any direction dont know either what am doin in this world im scared and im afraid to fall again cant start all over again,.,life is really unfair for me..,in my age ive been through lots of pain espritually ang physically..
1.is it life fair?
2.why people do heart?
3.why people need to pRetend?
4.is destiny real?
5.do u bliv mr.n' miss ri6ht was in this kind of site?
6.do u believin soulmate?
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sometimes im askin myself why god created me
wishin someday was a small kid again so wont be hurt again and again,like if u cried ur hungry they just gonna feed u,,unlike being inlove was not easy to heal...
its hard to find a good guy in this world..,sometimes dont know where to go and if i can find him..,im tired bein alone its like my life has no color..,everytime im fallin inlove ending was always hurt..,i really dont know im unlucky with love...
its hard to fall with some1 that u knew that he is just barrowed and never be yours i believe that love doesn't chooce any1 it doesnt matter age gap or poor n' rich or wat so ever,u dont know that your fall 4 him/her already,but the hardest part when the time will come that he need to go back from the original owner,.can't owe him/her cuz in the other part its wrong to owe things that will never be yours even u both inlove with each other u need to know what is the right or wrong step,but i would say i never be wrong to fall inlove i just know i fall 4 a borrowed,,:(
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