i just found out another one of my friends died may god rest his soul .... john
sometimes you just want to shake the world upside down and pour out all the bad parts just my thinking what do you think .... john
i was reading through some of the profiles it kind of hit me
most of us are looking for the same thing as each other
are we just to scared to go for it its right here in front of us
every profile wants something different but most are the same
i say this year we try even harder to get what we want ...... john
i never knew life was so difficult until now i try and to make myself happy but all i can do is make others happy im glad for every one i care for every one but damn it its my turn to smile im never greedy i love to give the only f.....g thing i want back is to smile and be happy just once thanks every one for letting me say this i had to get it out really i thought i might burst if i didn't say something thanks .... john
im not a drinker but for the years i had some right now i feel like im hangover central but it was a pretty great night just me and my brother having a good time happy new years everyone now send me some coffee
in a way our lives are like movies comedy tragedy thriller etc every part of our lives is something new what would you say your live was as a movie mine of course is like a drama and tragedy
hi everyone had a dream last night that i could fly it made me wonder what it was like to fly to the stars what do you guys think it would be like
perfection what do you think perfection is to you?
its strange how i can smile two weeks ago lost my job after eight years right now im to stressed from the last job that i don't even feel like looking for another job and christmas i couldn't celebrate it i didn't even get smile here the real world this life is joke to me anymore but least i can smile through it all and help others with what i can do .... john
a man walks into a pub kind of limping the bartender ask the men if he ok the man well i been having a weak back the bartender ask how long you been having a weak back the man replied well about a week back
is the world perfect no not really but sometimes we have to fall just to rise back up its better to have a rocky life then a perfect life if everything was perfect it would be boring think about it what do you think ... john
what if you love someone so much that you can feel it inside but that someone doesn't want you no more they even said they would rather be with a scammer i cant move on im trapped in this life i love but she doesn't love me anymore i cant even think without seeing her my heart is bursting what do i do just be alone ..... john