Actor Smile

"Reality stop me to reach you....is like a wall that can't jump it, or I don't want.
I'm afraid, and I'm not afraid of you not be there ,but the fact that you could hurt me to reject, I think maybe this.Maybe what I think is totally wrong and is still very much true.
I don't know where,nor the courage to ask;however,if you come near me,not forever,for a few seconds you see easily that writing on the wall....I love you!
I don't know what it says on your side, maybe......Friends, or even any(may not mean anything to you and I'm afraid I'll find out ).I could tear down this wall that separates us by a few words, you'd say what I feel for you sounds simple? But no,not is......and you know why?.Because you can build one on which I would not dare touch him even a glance.
I would hurt myself,I just write on my side,I loved you!then I'll go ahead and I'll keep everything for me.This wall called reality and stop me ,because you deserve what you want and I'll continue to hide under that fake smile.....Actor smile"