My dreams never come true

I never thought before to post a blog because my english still needs an improvement but I think the real reason that I do not like to share anyone what is in my mind even my family except one person. This person is existed just in my mind and I do not know if I will post again or not but i will try.


since i was a kid my big dream to become a military officer but i did not because in my country Egypt to become a military officer you need a high recommendation and big money to give to someone. so i found myself in faculty of commerce studying accounting. I think i entered this college to have a great job after graduation but i did not and after 5 years of graduation i discovered that i do not like accounting, i do not want to be an accountant although i love it from the academic study.


also i am still dream with immigration and a foreigner woman. i love white skin women. i will never marry a local woman in my country. i think i have the American dream since i was kid. i want just one woman. this woman i will hug her everyday. i want her arm with me in my bed. i will kiss her from head to feet. i want when i come back from work find her in the kitchen so i will kiss her cheek, i will ask her if she want me to help her and there are many imaginations in my mind. this woman will be all my life, i want to be with her in the bathroom, i want to dress and undress her although i can not make all these things without marriage. but as i said my dreams never come true but i will never stop dreaming.