Mind On The Edge Of Reality

I sit here and watch as the world rolls by, wondering and thinking of you, missing you.

I am alone, tortured, and abandoned in misery, the chains of loneliness and pain bind my soul ever so tightly, each link grinding and tearing against me, weighing oh so heavy.

Where once my eye's seen beauty and color they see nothing but shades of black, swirling and moving around me.

So as I sit here in this darkness that is surrounding me, I have to wonder.
Am I truly alive in this world?
Am I meant to wander this earth alone and unloved?
Or am I just a shell of what I could be, want to be.

I want to break free of this world that binds me, shackles me, digging it's thorns into me, dragging me into this place of no memories.
I want to be alive,
I want to love,
I want to live.

By Mvan