first time in my life
i am not in love.it might sound weird ,but since i remember .i was always in love.a new love was always helped me get ahead my last unlucky relationship and i was in love with my last girl ,till the new showed up in the horizon.
but lately i dont feel like me.i havent been in love for over almost two years and i am worried.
where is my old good flirtatious self???? lost for ever??is that a new dark era of my life????no more love heartbeating for me???
is it some kind of middleaged men curse?????
is that a non love future i have to deal from now on????
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i try to see it like a joke . life uses to play her games and we just play by her rules.
i thing there is a greater , being loved is 100 times greater than being in love
Middleaged...?
i am here ,that means something lol
Yes , we r still out there looking
Im on the same page, only Ive given up now.
the problem can be ...."as people get older they tick too many boxes" where as when we were younger so many things didnt matter...now people are caucious. looking for a specific, and at the same time maybe not seeing what is really there. (Im not referring to you in this statement, but merely a generalisation )
Im not fussed actually. But hey, Im stuck here in "retirement vill" so choices are restricted, at the moment its either 86 year old Gladys, or next doors cat.! Dont knock her, shes a beautiful cat. lol
the other big problem, if you relate to CS, is geography !
i know its too late by now , but wht is the problem ,if still any???
thank u my friend .never felt special ,maybe different .i wont give up , just time runs out year by year. lol
hope i have some years ,before i retired ,