To the Girl who destroyed my heart

This is a little something I wrote after she left. Me I think its a little lame but you guys tell me what you think.

My Dilemma

Tired of these little games
Tired of the “nice guy” fame
Unhappy yet content
Always helping yet so spent
Time is slipping
Patience near ending.

This girl’s name brings pain
Yet in her presence I can not complain
I cannot describe my feelings for her
They all come at me in a blur
I am tired of waiting
But still I wind up staying
I want to say “I love you”
Now I am not sure I really do.

To say “no more” I debate
But I see your face and still I wait
So confused and unsure of my feelings
I can no longer concentrate in my dealings
Your voice, your smile, and your beauty
All that and more bring me to this duty
Do I wait and adore
Or do I turn my back and say “no more.”