life, My space in it

It's now 12:30am and I am asking myself all sorts of questions. At age 49 you'd expect some certainty in life. Knowing where your at and where I want to be.

I think I had a better answer to these questions when I was aged 22. I suppose that's because at age 22 I was unbreakable. now pieces of me have broken. Life becomes more valuable as you get older. Does that make it less bearable?... no! Just ever changing. The way it is supposed to be.

I am fortunate to have two great children they have grown into young adults and are now paving/carving their way in life. Like any adult I want to guide my children.... Why are you doing that? No that is not the way? You should do this? Why are you ignoring me? and so many more questions .The hard part is not hassling my children with these Questions.

Lessons in life continue and remain so varied. Somehow I have stumbled my way to where I am now. Some of it good and some of it bad. My acceptance of my life is perhaps the biggest guide I can give my children. I am who I am because of who and what I have been. And if I can get my children to see that ASAP then they will realise the importance of the path and find their own success in life.

Any real parents legacy is to see their children succeed.