Being Single

I know being single you dont have to answer to anyone, but yourself.When it comes to living your life.I havn't dated for very long.Never got the chance for a long term relationship. My first girlfriend way back cheated on me about 1 month in.And ever since I've come close but still havnt found the right woman.Sometimes being single does suck around Christmas.Everone in my family has someone special in there lives ,but me.So sometimes I felt a little out of place.A few times my friend would be in a tough spot and because he thinks of me as a brother and I for him.My problem is I put others problems before my own.I lost out on a possible good relationship because my friend got kicked out of his fathers place and since he didnt have a car needed some help so I put my life on hold to help him out.Its my own fault for losing out on it.Sometimes my father and grandfather think I'm too giving,but I cant go agianst it.Sometimes I'll quit the dating seen for a month or two.Lately its been 6 to 7 months.I probably just going to give up trying to find to that special woman to share my life with or maybe not. who knows