arabian banana bread with choco caramel melted fro

I COOK WHEN I'M SAD.......
another usual day of mind screwing work and workmate...
another usual day of unusual manic episodes and depression.
another usual day of limited fake forced smile...

after i went back from the office, i saw one piece of ripe banana
on my roommate's table. i just said " banana loaf". i opened the faucet and wait until the hot water runs through it while im washing the rice im about to cook before i start to make wudu and go on for magrib prayer.

after i finished the prayer, and the rice is done. i started to mashed the banana, stole some little bit of cream on the refrigerator, beat and mix an egg to it a cup of sugar, pinch of salt ,vanilla flour, baking powder,haiiiist and a little bit of smile.:)

i feel so heavenly when i started to smell the essence of the vanilla... ohh it was so wonderful. it was so relieving.. it took away some pain and worries as it passed through the exhaust fan in the kitchen..

the pre heated oven is ready to cook some happiness