Unconditional Love

Unconditional Love - anyone who has children will know exactly what this means.
About 35-40 years ago I was into spiritualism - for the wrong reasons - I had ulterior motives, which I failed to realize(accomplish) - because the motives were thought based.
I did learn how to reach deep levels of relaxation through meditation - but always just shy of becoming in touch with self or spirit - because of thought.
So due to lack of accomplishment in the early 1980's I walked away from spiritualism.
Within the past year or so I have been returning to spiritualism with a passion to understand more than what I previously knew of the mind, body, spirit connection. Especially the spirit and it's connection to the devine oneness of creation.
Whether I say devine creator, or God or choose some other word or words matters not. What matters is whence everything came.
I believe that on the grand scale of things we are microscopic.
-As the atoms we are made of are to our spirit
-incomparisson, so to are our spirits to the oneness
-As each atom interconnects to create all that is material
-so to do our spirits come together to become the all of the oneness
So therefore everything that is and everything that is not and everything in between that neither is nor is not - This is the oneness of creation.
-it is in us and around us.
-all living things are a part of it.
-together we are the oneness.
This means we are ALL children of the devine creator (one and all) and are thus loved unconditionally.
Therefore we are all brothers and sisters and should be doing the same in kind to each other loving unconditionally.
Even though I know this to be true I am constantly battling with my thoughts, to do the right thing at the right time, because I have so much misinformation in my mind.
I must learn to love myself unconditionally first to attain oneness with self and then I can discard the information from my mind that no longer serves a purpose and be able to love others unconditionally or at least one other for starters.