me

Well here i am alone, again and again, after the last 9 years im not bitching. My life for the last 9 years was a living hell i was with a man who is addicted to cocaine, drinking and women, sounds great so far doesnt it! Im 41 now and i lived through it to tell our son and hopfully make him grow up drug and alcohol free. I was 32 when i met him and very nieve about alot of things well life, I fell in love with him i mean in love with him i would do anything for him even after he cheated and i caught him yea i would take him back, after so many times tho it was a little hard to believe that he really loved me, by the way i want nothing to do with him now and he still tells me he is in love with me OMG! Our son is 6 years old now and he is my world i spend most of my time with him teaching him how to treat a woman. Me i am doing fine i still have a great sense of humor and i have great friends that like to tell me that finding a new man isnt going to be hard because i am how i am, great to hang around with. will write more later.