Where you are now, my friend?

I miss you very much Maybe someone will say that i'm so stupid because we have known each other for 3 months but i don't know your true name. We chatted as if we knew each other long time ago. I really like the way you talked to me but i was very shy so i never told you that!
From the start, you wanted me to choose be your friend or your love, i chose to be your friend because i don't like to be your love while i know nothing about you. And you acted as my friend, a close friend.
We can't surpass our distance, you are King of the sun and me, Princess of the moon, that's why we will never meet each other. You said in next life, we will be lovers and you won't let me alone, we can walk on the beach with each other and i will cook for you everyday. That's really great, i hope we can do it in this life ...
You are the only one who always told me that i should choose one of men around me to be my husband although i know you like me very much. You are always good to me, wanted me to sleep soon, shared every bad and good moments with me ... I did as you wish, let men have a chance but noone can make me love him. I'm tired now, how can i tell you that i love you, my friend?