Stop looking.....
Stop looking and just be you. Create/Recreate your Garden of Eden...your safe Haven, your life that makes you happy, joyful, prosperous, favored, blessed. And just be thankful and grateful for the favor and blessings you are receiving.Once you create/recreate what gives you your peace, joy, love, favors, and blessings then and only then will a person who is doing the same be drawn to you.
If you don't do this...they can not recognize the real you....
So just be you ...