what my heart looks like.

looks like someone stepped on it.
looks like its been dropped.
looks like its losing its color.
looks like its falling apart.
looks like its been hit with a hammer.
looks like its about to crumble.
looks like its been glued together.
looks like its missing most of its pieces.
looks like it doesn't want to work.
looks like it needs cpr.
looks like its had enough
of everyone walking all over it.
it won't let anyone in,
it won't let the past out.
it feels much colder than ever before.
it won't let me give it away anymore,
it tells me it can't take another break.
that's it then, i'm done.