LIFE
So am sitting on my bed trying to sleep but nothing....i start to reflect on life and every night when am ready for bed i feel like writing.going online and writing something,anything really.
I was watching a video of a girl getting married and i felt so happy for her, like really happy...for along time whenever i see such videos i felt like i could have that u know?that i wanted to be so happy like that was willing to settle down for less.until it hit me "i wana be that happy but am i just going to settle for someone on that day i will look at and think oooh am happy but am settling".
its funny when u actually think u want to write something, that u can write something then u realize you aint good at putting your thoughts into words...may be they are just meant to be 'just thoughts'
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we can write about many things
even thoughts.
thanks.
am not good with journals....i was just writing to see if i could really but i guess its not in me lol now am thinking of changing careers and out of this whole communication thing!!