I will give up or not

always keep hope u can find sure ... lots of people including me not fluent in english but i do my best to improve... its the place u can do what ever u need

I have been to many sites just to check them out and on CS people seem to be more understanding and friendly about who you are then other sites will offer. I dropped the others, but always maintained my foot in this door at CS because it feels like home. I am accepted by many and for those who do not, just remember they have done you a big favor.

In the US people all speak differently and it is even hard to distinguish what they are saying. I have moved around through my life and traveled and have met and listened to many different lingos. Whatever you do, don't give up. Other sites tend to want to cyber with you or play mind games. To them it is all a game. I think from what you are saying you want more than that and deserve more.

Hang in there. I speak fluent English, but "differently" as it is put because I was attended college. Guys tend to be intimidated by what they do not understand on their level.

I like you Carmstrong