I have found the way to forgive n to love the people who had hurt me badly
hmmm.. Live in peace is perfect New live Better life BIG Happiness Now i can see the world is beautifull n the future opened for me live getting easier
no its not just a feeling! smtimes i got dreams, but smtimes when im awake. its just flowing in my mind like when i saw a movie.
1. smtimes i saw when smthing gonna happen, like when there was a train accident behind my house, i felt it 2weeks before it really happen. 2.smtimes, i can heard whats in somebody's mind, smtimes like a a wishpering sound. for example, i ever heard my mom's friend said in her mind that her daughter should get close too me as she thought im a kind or paranormal of smthing. she thought so bad bout me that time, n i knew it, i heard it, n then i asked my friend, she was so surprised as bfore she told me what her mother said, i hv told her my story. 3. smtimes, when i saw a tabloid or newspaper, i knew that which indonesian artist will get devorce, n its really happened after few times left. 4. when my dad gonna passed away, i felt it few days bfore he really gone. 5. i saw spirit too before n talked to them. But someone has able to helped me to closed my sixsense eyes. thts made me much better. 6. i cant felt whats my dogs wanted. even when they're sick. 7. i was cure one my dog. She was in dying n almost died, n she was had lost her willing to eat. She had sick for months, soooooo thin, n she had pain in both of her legs. I was just very pity to it, i criend, n i did help it with all my heart, i give it power n strenght n miracle that its could eat again. The doctor ha give up, n my sist want to give her anestesi(give a shot to kill it) slowly but sure,it recovered n verh heathy now. the process to b healthy again needs bout 6months, but im soo happy
thats scared me smtimes. i want to remove it, but seems can not. IS it a gift or a curse ? :( Mayb both at the same time. i dont know, But smtimes, when im in unstable condition, it make me worse. :(
i knew that if i want to be happy i have to start to forgive them, but why sometimes soo difficult ? sometimes i cant understand what im doin wrong n why they doing bad to me.
hehe, i ever saw ur picture, but no comment i just saw ur new pix, nice. :) much better n more polite than the old ones :) no problem for me at all, but mayb for others.
hehe, i hv found few friends here. the one who really had good soul n heart. we're talked bout everything, and u could asked them if i ever had asked them to send me money or never. just drop me mesaage, n i will send you my friends add, u could talk to them. i never meeet them in real life, but we had contact for years n months, But hvnt had the comitment yet.
IF u sent me block, i could say thanks to you, as u make me not to waste my time for someone negatives.
YES Ruben, time will proof that someone is the best for us or not. But why the time always proved that hes not the best for me. i've tried many times, .. why i never feel sure that hes the best for me ?
mayb i heard too much bout anything bad in marriage. But thats not the problem. Some men i knew, they wont do any effort to make his dream to be real with me but They always asked me to do this, or to do that, Thats made me felt that they're not really want me n why should i b sure bout him ?
HAHAHAHAaa... Your problem is the same with mine. I was always wondering, why..? But now.. i just take it easy. mayb the time hasnt ome to me. take it easy, the only thing i hv to do is do smthing usefull for my life n mym environtmen, to get the match is not the most important thing in this life.
the guy is other there waiting on us i believe u know but it is just live that the person who we like is caught up in someone else n the person who want us we dont want wait n u see he is out there n woman is powerful in that they can shape a woman into a man they want him to be....
U're right sandra.
sometimes the person who want me i dont want, but sometimes If i want he doent want. Lol
hmmm.m.m.m yes. it think u should change your photo. change it to b more excited. the picture u put here just like the ID card picture. change your clothes n mayb give a litle smile on it
1. yes. i agree with JoAnn. we cannot judge someone's maturity only from their age. it doesnt matter for me for the 40 man marry 18 years old girl, as long as they're comfortable each other n accept each other. everybody have right to get their own happiness. nothing wrong with that. :)
2. This is depend on my experience i ever had bf who has 28ages differences. i like him, n i always see the old guy is someone mature who will able to understand me n protect me more than the younger man can do. usually, they're more sincere n more responsible in relationship. otherwise, i need someone who able to give me the feeling like having lover, friend, teacher, n daddy again. :)
it doent mean i dont like young man. i do, but most of them cant understand me :( mayb im too old at the way i think n it made the young men cant understand me well :(
3. hmmmm.. if u always see the age like seeing an old stuff, u will never understand. mayb, u must turn the angle of your view. see the age as see the maturity, not only see the old things. the mature men hv experienced n knew how to threat women n understand women well. better than the young men can do :)
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How to remove hateness in your heart ?
I have found the way to forgive n to love the people who had hurt me badlyhmmm..
Live in peace is perfect
New live
Better life
BIG Happiness
Now i can see the world is beautifull
n the future opened for me
live getting easier
THX GOD for hearing my pray