Betrayed

It has been 40 days since I broke it off with my exgirlfriend while staying with her and her family while down there in Kentucky. On May 20,2009 while me and my exgirlfriend went to an apartment building to see about our apartment, she then turned around to me and admitted that she has at least cheated on me twice, she wanted to get back with her exhusband and to see other ''people'' as well according to her own words. Even though I was pretty hurt and also very angry with her, that was not the reason why I broke it off with her. The very main reason why I broke it off with her is because she admitted to being pregnant with my child but she said that she really didn't want my child. She said on May 13,2009 that she went inside of her mom's and stepdad's bathroom while we was all asleep and she took a very long pencil, stuck the pencil so far up inside of her where it actually caused a whole lot of bleeding to make it look like a miscarriage and she knows that is nothing but a bold face lie that she is telling her friends and especially her family that. If she was woman enough to admit that to me then why does she admit the truth to her family and friends? In my opinion, I think that their should be a nation wide law that states if a woman is preganant that she should get registered with a local hospital then if something was to happen to the unborn child then their should be a full investigation of why the child was lost. Their is not a day that goes by of where that I am extremely upset with her and I cry everday for my unborn baby who I will never get to hold, feed, change the baby's diaper, NOTHING! She will have to live with this on her conscious for the rest of her life but I don't think that is good enough so what do you guys think?