dead and gone

hello friends at cs,it's me dondon67.yes it is the title of a great song.TI talks of change of actions,ways of thinking,and of lifestyle.well i'm now at the same cross-road but in a different light.for me it is past emotions,missed-up relations,and the thinking of what i thought love was.you see friendsjust when you put list and rules on what the someone should be or not be,then you miss out on a good thing.you can't take someone and put he or she in a perfect little box in your world because he or she has got to be this or that.evenif you veiw the menu and place the order it still gets messed up.you see no-one on earth is perfect yes i said no-one.if you do not put things in order it will not work,you have start with you and get your mind right.you need to work on you and have a plan,then your heart has to be in the right place also.things you can't control give it to god and let him fix it.and you have to change the playing field and expand your veiw.keep fishing in the same murky dark water,you keep catching the same stinky fish.change the bait and move to a different pond,you see i did that and i prayed for what i need not what i wanted.and just like a shot to the ear hole of a helmet,blind-sided he lead me right to her.never crossed my mind to look at her in that light but now i can't even think of nothing but her and her in my life.she is coming to visit,and i don't share sorry.he may come when you call but when he does it is always right on time,he may not give you what you want but it is always what you need.thanks to all whom have been here since jump street,god bless dondon