Opening my heart

First i'd like to say that english is not my first language so sorry for grammar or even linguistic errors.
they say , and I do think it's true that someone's who's not complete in many aspect of life will hardly find the right person..and in a meeting site it can even be harder...in the last years I've been trying to overcome bad issues with my family, I must say that unfortunatly I better stay far away from them. I's the most dificult thing that i came across..I wonder if it's over yet..I've always dreamed in forming my own family..not easy too..Guess that's just life..Maybe I should spend my energy and focus in having a good job..and stop being a little girl looking for a saviour embodied in a super man, with all the qualities that almost all women want..but to wish for a companion in life could help so much....it's really so sad to be lonely, not sharing life with someone, simple things of life like even silence is so diferent when you're alone...I don't need crowds and don't need a super life with lots of happenings all the time, of course I like beautiful places, knowing new places, nature , animals( cats especially), literature,having fun, music and all the bla bla bla...whhen i read profiles here it's like they're always moving somewhere , in a hurry not to miss their life..I'm a quiet person..I like reliable persons. I consider myself faithful and cooperative , true and honest...sometimes too much..maybe my moods swings..I praise mutual respect and understanding..right now I feel like i'm writing banalities..
I've always dreamed in adopting a child..now my chances here are complety gone well I said I was opening my heart..but it's not something that must happen at any cost ..it's just one more wish..like to find that companion for life..with the same values, the same common desires , soltitude is a place to visit not to stand as they say, ..What else do i like.. lemon and orange trees put a smile on my face..jezz this is getting boring..If icould work with my dear 'parter in life' it would be something that i would enjoy too...some men would think of that as a nigtmare..but hey..not me..so..I guess that's all for now..
Hope you have a more clearer vision of me now..I tried too