BROKEN HEARTS AND FAILING MARRIAGES
WHEN DO YOU SAY ENOUGH IS ENOUGH? THATS A QUESTION THAT HAUNTED ME THROUGH OUT MY LIFE. THERE ARE TWO WOMEN IN MY LIFE I HAVE LOVED AND I MEAN TRULY LOVED. BOTH THOSE WOMEN BROKE MY HEART AND WILL TO TRY AGAIN. MARRIAGE IS A VERY SACRED THING. AND IN MARRIAGE I BELIEVE WHEN THE TWO PEOPLE BECOME INTIMATE ITS THAT VERY MOMENT THEY TRULY BECOME ONE SOUL TO SAY. THEY BECOME SO WRAPPED UP IN ONE ANOTHERS LOVE FOR EACH OTHER THEY FORGET ALL TIME AND EVRYTHING AROUND THEM. BUT IT ONLY TAKES ONE OF THEM TO BREAK THAT MOMENT TOGETHER FOR EVER.ONCE THAT LINE IS CROSSED HOW DO YOU GO BACK? HOW DO YOU EVER BELIEVE THERE WAS ONCE SOMETHING THERE? HOW DO YOU FORGET AND FORGIVE? GOD SAYS WE MUST FORGIVE? I HAVE FOUND THAT ITS EASIER TO FORGIVE THAN TO FORGET. YOU LOSE ALL FAITH AND TRUST IN YOUR COMPANION. YOU WONDER WHY ARE THEY LATE? WHO ARE THEY TALKING TO NOW? WHOS NUMBER IS THAT?
THE ONE THING I DO KNOW IS YOU NEVER PLACE YOURSELF IN THE POSITION THAT SOMETHING LIKE THAT CAN HAPPEN. WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE AND TRULY LOVE THEM YOU CANT SHARE THAT LOVE WITH NO ONE. NOBODY DESERVES TO BE SECOND BEST TO ANYONE. PEOPLE ONLY DESERVE TRUE LOVE AND TRUE HAPPINESS.
THERE ARE LOTS OF THINGS THAT WILL RUN THROUGH YOUR MIND. BUT THE MAIN THING IS TO ME IS . . . . WAS ANY OF THE LOVE YOU SHARED REAL AT ALL. OR WAS IT JUST A BIG MISTAKE FRESH OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL OR FROM ONE LATE NIGHT THAT TURNED YOU INTO A PARENT OR JUST FROM GUILT FROM A BROKEN HEART? EITHER WAY WE ALL HAVE MADE THESE MISTAKES WE DECIDE TO LIVE WITH THROUGH OUR LIFE. WELL IM GOING TO TELL YOU I DID THAT FOR TEN YEARS. LIFE IS TO SHORT TO LIVE IT WITH SOMEONE THAT DOESNT LOVE YOU BACK. YOU CANT LOVE ENOUGH FOR BOTH OF YOU. IT WILL PLACE A BITTERNESS IN YOUR HEART AND YOU WILL DIE UNHAPPY AND NEVER HAVE FELT THE LOVE YOU DESERVE.
MY NAME IS BEN AND I WRITE THIS FROM MY EXPERIENCE. LIFE IS TO SHORT TO LIVE A LIE. I NEVER STEPPED OUT ON MY MARRIAGE. MY LOVE WAS TRUE AND STEADY AS A ROCK BUT MY SPIRIT WAS BROKEN. IF YOU ARE READING THIS THEN MAYBE YOU WILL HAVE AN UNDERSTANDING OF WHAT MARRIAGE AND TRUE LOVE MEANS OR WHAT IT WAS MEANT TO BE.
DONT LET A MAN OR WOMAN WALK OVER YOU AND USE YOU AS BILL PAYER OR SOMEONE TO TAKE CARE OF THEM WHEN ITS CONVINENT FOR THEM. ITS EITHER ALL OR NONE AT ALL.
SO WHEN DO YOU SAY ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. THATS FOR YOU TO DECIDE BUT I ALREADY HAVE.
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It took me two years after my divorce to finally regain my self confidence and self worth. It took another year for me to sign up on CS. I have made friends, but no relationships. If that is meant to be, then it will be.
Now at 48, although very healthy and vibrant, I wonder if I will ever meet that true love. Sure I have faith and I believe I deserve at least one good shot, but with the daily grind it sometimes get's lost. So I remind myself everyday and I run into others that confirm my way!!
I refuse to let a woman manipulate and trap me with a child. I also refuse to let her bring me down and make me miserable. Thank God I believe in Karma and have seen it's work. I have re-discovered happiness within myself and I will not let this divorce get to me in any shape or form. In time I will forgive but I will never forget. Also in time she will realize she had the world handed to her on a silver platter and she destroyed it, and that will be enough for me!!
Stay positive and have faith in love, for it has not forgotten you and in it's own time will reveal it's self to you!!
Good luck and God bless!!