If you could change anything about yourself what would it be and why ?
We all can say that we like ourselves but......There's always something deep in us we wish we could understand or just be different...
In myself I see that being raised in New York has made me very tough on the inside and on the outside...Everywhere I go I look around at who is close to me and size them up...Not that I want to fight but if anything happened..this is what I would have to do first...Maybe it was finding dead bodies...Maybe it was the gun fire whizzing by you...Just mite be that everyone wants something you have...
I think that all of this has made me say things that are very harsh but not meant that way....I don't tell lies but the way I tell the truth hurts...
I wish I could look at things a little softer so that I won't judge everything so black and white....
"In my mind" If you do this.....this happens....If you do that....that happens.....
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rk696969: If you could change anything about yourself what would it be and why ?
We all can say that we like ourselves but......There's always something deep in us we wish we could understand or just be different...
In myself I see that being raised in New York has made me very tough on the inside and on the outside...Everywhere I go I look around at who is close to me and size them up...Not that I want to fight but if anything happened..this is what I would have to do first...Maybe it was finding dead bodies...Maybe it was the gun fire whizzing by you...Just mite be that everyone wants something you have...
I think that all of this has made me say things that are very harsh but not meant that way....I don't tell lies but the way I tell the truth hurts...
I wish I could look at things a little softer so that I won't judge everything so black and white....
"In my mind" If you do this.....this happens....If you do that....that happens.....If If If....
i don't like the way i think sometimes... like i love my girls beyond life, but sometimes i'd like to cover my walls in velcro and just stick them up there and walk off for a few hours. i hate i don't have the patience that i feel a devoted and endlessly loving mother should have.
i hate that i try to analize everything in my life and that sometimes i tell myself it's okay to be selfish, because i feel it never is, but still i argue with myself.
i hate that when push comes to shove, i'm a wall flower when i KNOW i have a valid op... and so does everyone else, so i convince myself mine doesn't matter weighed next to thiers, even if mine would have more baring at that moment.
i dislike the way my mind works at times and would like it to either relax or take charge and i never let it.
Tnpseudonym: something deeper? alright rk.i don't like the way i think sometimes... like i love my girls beyond life, but sometimes i'd like to cover my walls in velcro and just stick them up there and walk off for a few hours. i hate i don't have the patience that i feel a devoted and endlessly loving mother should have.
i hate that i try to analize everything in my life and that sometimes i tell myself it's okay to be selfish, because i feel it never is, but still i argue with myself.
i hate that when push comes to shove, i'm a wall flower when i KNOW i have a valid op... and so does everyone else, so i convince myself mine doesn't matter weighed next to thiers, even if mine would have more baring at that moment.i dislike the way my mind works at times and would like it to either relax or take charge and i never let it. better?
Yes TNS....
Thank you for being the first one to post something to my question...Real and very Deep....
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We all can say that we like ourselves but......There's always something deep in us we wish we could understand or just be different...
In myself I see that being raised in New York has made me very tough on the inside and on the outside...Everywhere I go I look around at who is close to me and size them up...Not that I want to fight but if anything happened..this is what I would have to do first...Maybe it was finding dead bodies...Maybe it was the gun fire whizzing by you...Just mite be that everyone wants something you have...
I think that all of this has made me say things that are very harsh but not meant that way....I don't tell lies but the way I tell the truth hurts...
I wish I could look at things a little softer so that I won't judge everything so black and white....
"In my mind" If you do this.....this happens....If you do that....that happens.....
If If If....