RillyNiceGuy: I'll be ok! I'm just tired and angry. Life is trying to break my spirit. I just got knocked to my knees one more time. But I am ok and standing up. I am very tired in body and mind.....I have more than one person can handle and not one bit of help. I am up day and night I get little to no rest for about ten years and I started at rock bottom then. My desires from life have been stolen from me without hope of return long ago. I have little to make me smile .....and now even that has been taken. I have nothing but hell.....constant.....and I'm tired. But I adjust and keep going. When you draw from a well without ever putting back in......the well runs dry. My well is dry. But I still have pure guts and mad to keep me going thru my hell. I am not depressed....just good and pissed. Someone said I was scaring some......don't worry! I will survive!
I will never fool myself again, to believe there is love in this world in any form. I have been taught well. Each seek their own at the cost of others.
sorry to worry folks!
I can empathise with you on this one..RNG....I hope things get better for you soon...my knees are batter and bruised with falling..but they aint broken yet...
boomboom_uk: I can empathise with you on this one..RNG....I hope things get better for you soon...my knees are batter and bruised with falling..but they aint broken yet...
RillyNiceGuy: I'll be ok! I'm just tired and angry. Life is trying to break my spirit. I just got knocked to my knees one more time. But I am ok and standing up. I am very tired in body and mind.....I have more than one person can handle and not one bit of help. I am up day and night I get little to no rest for about ten years and I started at rock bottom then. My desires from life have been stolen from me without hope of return long ago. I have little to make me smile .....and now even that has been taken. I have nothing but hell.....constant.....and I'm tired. But I adjust and keep going. When you draw from a well without ever putting back in......the well runs dry. My well is dry. But I still have pure guts and mad to keep me going thru my hell. I am not depressed....just good and pissed. Someone said I was scaring some......don't worry! I will survive!
I will never fool myself again, to believe there is love in this world in any form. I have been taught well. Each seek their own at the cost of others.
sorry to worry folks!
There is love and lots of it.....it comes from the special people in your life that really matter and make a difference....keep the faith bro....
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